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Open back..

Since I gained weight, I got to wear dresses a lot. I used to wear jeans, folded sleeves shirts, basta I'm not the girly type. But ofcourse dresses are made for us girls. Since I can't wear sleeveless because of my 

batwing arms, pero I can wear open back^^. I just asked Ate Zeny( my mananahi) to make one for me, i"ll be posting after my birthday. Anyways, here are my inspirations:

enjoy and godbless everyone^^

Why not?

One of the things that i want to do before I turn 30 is to have my own photoshoot as in ako yung model ah hehehe, i just want to share outfits I have in mind, my sister once told me to post my outfits for to inspire women who are chubby/overweight. I told her me personally have a lot of weight issues, if I want to inspire them to be confident, I must have the confidence first. My ex boyfriend told one time that the world has changed the real meaning of beauty, and I think i did too. Yes I am overweight but it doesn't end there, I'm not comfortable with my weight I want to lose like more than 50 lbs. but while doing it i try to enjoy what an ordinary woman enjoys like; clothes, make up, photoshoots, flirting(sorry) hehehe.. anything..Basta masaya ako at walang nasasaktan sa ginagawa..kebs lang!i love life and will enjoy it to the fullest..so here is kaartehan only hehhe but I enjoyed doing it.

Enjoy making pintas hehehehe!!1

It's never too late

Yeah it's never too late to learn things, like how to handle a business, do accounting, manage people, these are all hard, trust me, having a business is not easy..but anyways, one thing that I've been learning lately is how to put make up. Would you guys believe that I rejected a teaching job offer, because i must put make up everyday? it sounded cool at first, so I tried. It took me an hour to put  make up, it was crazy. And my boss told me " Cj, you look so pale"....whhhaaattt??? it's the best I can do. I just stayed there for 2 days. Putting make up is an extra job for me, and will not be paid for it. But in the contrary, at my age, I think putting lipstick, BB cream, mascara won't harm me. My lola always scolds everytime I go out she'll say " Ano ba yan anak, wala ka man lang kaayos ayos, nangingintab pa mukha mo". And my friends will have this crazy comment every time they'll see me wearing lipstick  " Uy dalaga ka ngayon ah, ikaw ba yan?".

So I"m experimenting now...(ako lng nag make up ng sarili ko dito hehe)

You call these make up??heheheh i know i know!

So what do you think of my make up?be hones!

Style lovin'

I so lover her...her body and styles.. haven't checked her blog in a while..so here are the styles that I suurr lurrvee!!I love her style kase it's realistic, something that we can wear as well, for an average human being like me hehe..

I used to have this kind of this dress before, but it was too short.

I really like this^^

I love white shirts..and i'm into brown lately..

i lurve blue, but I thought that too much blue is so out of the blue hehe..

But she proved it wrong^^

It's always a dream for me to wear white pants(hanggang dream na lang ba?)

I love everything!!!

so chic!!

Photos; from Karla'scloset.com

I hate pimples!!

I never had 3 enormous pimples at the same time...grrrrrrr!!! Really annoying. I really panicked, I went straight to Watsons to look for Anti acne products and I found this:

These are small round patches, you just have to put it on desired areas overnight, and VOILA! next day pimples are smaller and more dry na^^

Akala ko nung una joke lang yung BB cream..thanks to my Korean students who introduced this cream to me, so i use it often now to cover the pimples for the mean time hehe..

I hope you got something from this blog, hehehe!

Room make over

My family know me for being " burara"..atleast honest ako hehe (defensive?)..Like i always tell my papa. " I'm not burara, i'm just not well organize". When I fix my closet i  make sure my clothes are arranged by colors, I take care of my bags, my slippers... i just forget things. I forget things easily, i don't know.

Anyways, i can say that it's all changing now. Now, I always want my room clean and cozy, like it's the only place where I can do things freely. It was also a big help that my sister got her own apartment, i became less dependent on her in terms of cleaning. I don't know i think when people grow old priorities are  different, like me when I go shopping, i shop for pillows, pillow cases, paintings, anything that I can put in my room. So here will show you how my room looks like now, i will not show my closet because it's a mess( u call that change??hehe) with the help of my sister Ann.^^

Bringing my passion to life..

Wow it's been almost a year since  I posted something here. I really belong to blogspot hehehe. I've been really busy with the business and myself for the past few months. I don't even have time to read books and magazines. I told my sister one time " sis, i think im in a middle life crisis", she laughed. She said that i'm only turning 30 to say that. Now I know why 30 is big number for women. I can't explain, i lost the urge to do what I love to do, it's like i'm rushing things before the day I'll turn 30. I know, i know...it's pathetic. But thank God for the simple things and people that make me think things over and over...and over.  I will be posting soon the 30 things that i want to do and have for my birthday. 

While writing this post i have so much hope in me, why? because I am still alive and I all the chances to enjoy and change. I have my family and friends who will never ever leave me. An unfortunate event happened to my sister's friend Michelle ann dy Cueto, she used to stay here in our house and almost a sister to my sister mitcha, very sweet and sincere. She was a victim of hit and run, ( he's in jail now). Life is indeed short, we'll never know when,where and how. She's too young to die, i'm sure that she has a lot of dreams and plans. But all those are gone too soon. She made me realize that I must not worry about simple things, i must enjoy each day and live like it's my last. Thank michelle, i know you're with God now, please say hi for me. Rest in peace dear.